This day is unkind

I woke up throughout the night thinking about my husband having sex with some other woman. I tried to stop my mind but it kept going back to images of that intimacy and all the possible cruel things he said about me to her.

Like, she’s boring, perhaps. She’s overweight and unattractive. She doesn’t excite me anymore.

I can’t stop the thoughts.

Today is going to be cruel and painful.

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